#it’s gotta get better at some point
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im ngl my dad pissed me off today just like my mom the other day. i had to run him around before work bc he can’t drive bc he got dui’s awhile back and now can probably never afford to drive again bc that’s just what it is. kinda having a time where I am angry at him about my childhood and bc even tho he is present in my life he kind of is not a dad. I love him and I know he loves me but that man like does not have drive for anything, he didn’t even text me happy bday this year 🥲 I’ve even told my mom before part of my stress with having to go to her for things is that it’s always her. I can’t go to him. I cna go to him for things like when a cop made me leave my car at my ex’s and took me home 🤣🤣 was wild bc he said something was tellin him he needed to stay up that night 💀 crazy. so that’s what I mean like he’s not awful and I lvoe him, but he really has not done anything for me fr in my life and I have to do the most for him bc he didn’t make good choices. I will continue to help him bc I love him but it just makes me resent him soemtiems and I hate that. blows me away that my parents got married bc they wanted a kid 💀 thx so much to them for that 🙄 jking makes me fucking mad too 🤣🤣🤧 i mena this man will literally battle me about memories that I know he has wrong bc he was DRUNK. all the time. 80% of the time at least. he was drunk and mom was angry. it’s so wonderful they got married to have a child right 🤩😤
but anyways, now that that’s off my chest 😭🫠
we were talking about Palestine and he said the stupidest shit ever, not in support of Israel but still just disappointment. but the thing that really just grinds my gears so badly is that he was like “there’s good people in this world that are passionate and selfless” “don’t let the world bring you down, you have to keep your life going even during this” “I know there’s good people bc my kid is one of them” like wtf even is that???? I don’t understand how people just can say that and not feel the uncomfortableness and rage that I do. and the fact that him and my mom refuse to accept that Biden is apart of it. he said I was wrong 😤 I just stopped talking. what the fuck. my parents are so brainwashed, I really don’t know how I came from them sometiems
#they aren’t even the worst#but they make me so mad sometimes#especially the way they are not losing their minds that there is a genocide happening#how can you not be losing your mind#how do you become this desensitized#I don’t ever want to stop caring and being upset#it’s a disgrace to everything i belive in#it makes me ashamed#I am trying to not lose hope#like I’ve expressed before i was aware of the worlds bs at a young age#my parents couldn’t convince me of shit#been pissed#im so tired#it’s gotta get better at some point#at some point a real difference has to be made it#it just has to#if not then what’s even the point of anything#it has to get better eventually
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:) hello! :D hope you have a nice day and absolutely do not think of the possibility of one of the last story cards being of silver! and that his groovy will very probably be crying!!! THERE'S SO MANY CRYING PEOPLE IN STORY CARDS LATELY!!! SPECIALLY LIGHT USERS!! I AM!!! SCARED!!!! bc so far we got Lilia and Sebek in the beginning book 7.... so at the end.... so we're missing story Silver... and Malleus is the one with less cards, so they might add one for him... but... the tears... ego.... THE TEARS!!!! EGOOOO!! (LOVE YOUR ART BTW EVERYTIME I GET A NOTIF FROM YOUR BLOG I RUN HERE TO SEE!)
(thank you! 💚💜💚)
YES I am ALSO like...90-95% convinced that we're going to be getting a story card for Silver once we wrap around back to diasomnia. 👀 especially because the way things are going, Silver will be the only character whose dream we haven't seen -- yet???? -- and that just. y'know. makes me wonder!
although I do think it would be VERY funny if he got a story card and the groovy was just "regular Silver except with one beautiful single crystal tear". this is actually a lot coming from him.
(he used up all his emotion yelling at a baby that one time, there's none left for a proper groovy-level cry.)
#art#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 10 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 10 spoilers#maybe not quite that far but just in case we'll go with the latest out as of now#i would absolutely love some more expressions for silver though#i saw someone point out once that he only has one smiling/happy animation and now i can't unsee it#LET HIM SMILE MORE#anyway my personal dipping-deep-into-speculation theory is that if we do get his dream and a story card from it#i'm leaning towards thinking it might be some kind of au where lilia never adopted him (and/or mel was never killed?)#because of how absolutely and intensely he was convinced that lilia MUST hate him and blame him for everything that happened#and while sebek punched some sense into him at the time i could see silver's wish being some kind of 'they'd be better off without me' thin#(plus blonde silver would be different enough to justify the card probably)#idk they might go in a TOTALLY different direction but that's where my thoughts are at the moment!#there's gotta be some kind of resolution between lilia and silver at some point at least#i'm just still holding out for someone to actually say the words 'silver vanrouge' please it is all i want
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Speed
Bonus piece I did for Marn a little while back.
#As mask powers go#Finding cool ways to depict super speed will forever be really fun#Gotta get better at animation so I can do a version of that Volt scene from the warframe trailer at some point#PEAK super speed#Bionicle#Toa#Toa Mangai#Mangai#Marn#Metru Nui#MNOG#Mata nui online game#Art#My art
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oh hama bead sg-1 we're really in it now
#i made these like. 3 weeks ago but i was hoping to get a better photo to post#unfortunately im riddled with adhd and keep forgetting to do that so this is the best it's gonna get#they're so widdle because i had about six colours total to work with lmao but they're actually so relaxing to make so who knows#maybe at some point i'll be picking it up as a full hobby#that's also the reason daniel doesn't have glasses btw i just haven't found a decent way of doing them#also long hair bc if i ever get around to doing jonas vala and cameron we would have some serious twinning going on#anyway tag ramble over i gotta go to therapy now#stargate#stargate sg1#hama beads#perler art
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sometimes. what i like to read or write in fic or just generally play around with.... is different and, dare i say, sometimes even contradicting to what i think the canonical reading is offering. like yeah he would not fucking say that but every once in a while i do like to indulge. sue me
#*mine#mona rambles#people do be taking things so seriously these days like#sometimes i just wanna see a silly lil oneshot where the blorbo du jour Fucks Shit Up and go#idk where this weird idea comes from to assume everything i ever write down in a fic or in some rambly headcanon post is like#equivalent to saying 'i think this is what the text says' like???#the text says they had wives and are straight and don't fuck their brothers too like. come on now#and i don't mean this in a dismissal of/disdain for canon sort of way either#i hate the whole 'fuck canon i know better' attitude that's not what i'm talking about#i mean this more in a. not every oneshot i write is a 'this is a meta-analysis of textual realities'#and more a 'okay this absolutely isn't canon but what if it WERE#let's explore'#sometimes you just gotta pat canon on the head tell it i love you and i know this isn't you but I'm going to anyway <3#peace and love. etc etc#god i know people will so wildly misinterpret this as a 'she doesn't even care about canon then what is even the point 🙄'#or a 'YEAH FUCK CANON I KNOW BETTER 😤' kind of way i'm already tired#to the three people who'll get it ily tho <3#i do think the crux is the awareness yk. like. knowing deviation or smthg. anyway#bisexuality. love wins <3
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Danny saving Villians because he doesn’t want them as ghosts in his realm.
“I aint letting you bring that into my house nuh uh”
#thats it tumblr post it#danny phantom#idk what au this could be fore#I just put an e in for might be time to exit the shower#as ghost king it would cause so much of a headache to deal with them#like hes got to rehabilitate them probably and thats so much work#plus the paper work that comes with people who have killed a lot.#yes this is ghost king#r we not all on the ghost king train?#danny saves like idk some sort of villian and is like ‘’get yo shit together before you die’’#what the fuck else do you do when the king of all the dead saves your life and tells you to clean up your act or else it’s a time out#who knows what a ghosts timeout is#people be like ‘’welp death said I gotta do better before I die so I better’’#idk im so tired at this point but still have three hours to go#pogo lol#boingt boingy boingy#goodnight everybody hahahaha
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I don't know if it's because of his golden heart, or load-bearing mental illnesses, but Henry is very lucky to still be in Shawn's life cause HOLY FUCK no one deserves that level of patience from a child they trained but didn't raise 😶
#no i'm kidding I know it's the.... not-the-stable mental state#fear of change + no other parental figure = *points*#plz shawn those aren't some schrodinger's plates in that cupboard - you gotta open it and let them break#you can get new ones at ikea or walmart - they're very cheap and still do a better job than *glares*#also maddy you're son is a lost son (G. Corneau) despite the fact *you* left home. Maddy you know how bad this is. Maddy!#psych#psych 2006#the feels have settled i love this found-family plz let's kick Henry out of it!
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i need to complain and you're the only N liker i trust... whys every N rper have such a boring interpretation of him.... like at LEAST make him obsessed with math 😭😭😭
N is a fan favorite, which means you get way more people than usual attempting to write him, which means he tends to get subjected to more fanon...that's my theory
because he's a fan favorite, i think he's also the type of character that people like to pick up and project themselves onto, even if it means removing a lot of the nuance in his canon character. back when i was still RPing him on tumblr myself (which, granted, was almost a decade ago now...geez) it was also very in vogue to put him through so many layers of AU that he was basically just an OC lmao...tumblr Gladions are also like this in my experience. so many wildly out-of-character boys out there
anyway my advice to N writers is you don't even really need to know math to write N's math stuff true to canon...just have him throw out the word "formula" or "theorem" every now and then. that's what i did LMAO......this math shit is easy
#i've reached the point in my RP career where i'm pretty much retired (i only RP privately with like 5 trusted people lmao)#but if you're in tumblr RP.....my advice to you is YOU GOTTA GET OUTTA THERE...ITS BAD MAN#it sounds elitist but if you're bothered by dealing with misinterpreted characters you're probably better off#moving to DreamWidth and finding a closed game that requires applications#my experiences RPing N and Lusamine on tumblr were like exact opposites of each other#in that people would get irritated with me for making N too mean while my Lusamine was too nice. no nuance allowed 😔#i did occasionally see some very good RPers on here though...when i RPed N i was very jealous#of another N on here because they actually DID know math and integrated it into their writing much better than i ever could
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your talia in your newest comic is very pretty 💜 shiny hair save me….
AHH THANK YOU SM I didn't shade her hair originally when I was coloring cause I was trying to streamline things but it looked so incomplete without it...I can't help it if she has L'Oreal model energy. Anyway you're always really nice on my Steph posts so here's some misc Stephs I had lying around as thanks for this ask (feat one of those alt cowl designs i posted back when!)
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#batgirl#batgirls#asks#i have many wips that I don't feel are worthy of posting but yknow? these ones aint half bad#I've already done a lot of my essential steph reading so now I'm just looking for other stuff shes been in#she's briefly in the GA trade I'm reading rn! big win! I didn't even know that when i bought it but fate is fate#I'm gonna read batgirls at some point but i have to be in a headspace for it w/ the requisite amount of context#also i know it's one of those series you need to stick with to get the maximum amount of enjoyment with it#since every review I've read has said ''i know it starts off rough but PLEASE just get past the midpoint it gets better''#so i gotta be in that headspace too#(demons in my head saying 'or you could just reread cass' batgirl run' and I'm like STOP I NEED TO FINISH GA AND BB LEAVE ME BE!!!)#anyway thank you for this it was really nice <3#mine
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Ming in the restaurant:
Man can't even mention himself around Ming without Ming hearing Kill Bill sirens and it's just
I love him. He's so unwell.
#my stand in#my stand in the series#I love Ming#he is batshit insane and I like that in a man#and like I'm sorry I think we all need to accept that Joe does too#because he's def gonna get back together at some point for real with Ming and like#well sometimes you gotta watch your homegirl be in love with a flop man#logically I'm sure the show is gonna make Ming ~grow~ and ~change~ but like#please god no#let him stay an obsessive asshole#he can be nicer to Joe as a treat but please let him stay a dick#cause obsessive assholes can still very much be in love with someone#and it doesn't make them a better person or whatever#they just love their person and their person loves them#regular clyde
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🥇Winners of "Worst Couple in Town" competition<33🥇 Foxglove (pc) belongs to @getinthefuckingcarkitten
#myart#dol avery#degrees of lewdity#dol fanart#dolgl#dol pc#avery the businessperson#avery the businessbutch#doldykes#foxglove the vixen#dol shitpost#I was at work doing clean up when this came to me dfsd I couldn't get it out of my head#Hi Car I'm so sorry that instead of a cute little foxvery moment you get another shitpost#I had to laugh the whole time I was drawing this#I remembered the butterflyclip you use ingame and i think the bow looks way better this way < certified genius moment/j#also excuse the rough af rendering goin on#i gotta make a chibi for foxy at some point shes so cute I want to aggressively squish and bounce her like a stressball#< huh is that how avery feels?#fuck aveys hand might be a tad too big.. everyone ignore that
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Made a athf s/i. This exists now.
#tried doing mimicing humany style in the show. Didn't turn out well but shruggssss#I'll try drawing out a better ref at SOMEEE point but for nowww.#Based some of the outfit off stuff I own - aka jewellery. t-shirt and platforms. other than that I just kinda want a jacket like that.#And had to include the signature Kamina shades#also uh yeah. That is a sirenhead tshirt. I own one of those#got it years ago and I still really love it. One of my fav shirts#Had to squeeze this out my braincage rq so I can do other things#gonna draw some more athf related stuff maybe later today. But for now. Gotta get some sketches done.#got a whole plan for scheduling today so yippieee#( ^ᵕ^)⊃✎__#ᛝ ⛓🦇🕹️ ᛝ Local bizzaro spotted ᛝ#(˶aqua.teen.hunger.force˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
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cherik coparenting wanda and pietro?!?!?! share with the class!!!!!!
chat youre going to kick my ass for this but i dont have the exact issues on hand rn i can only summarize that during the ultimate comic runs, charles and erik run the mansion together for a while and look after A School's Worth of mutants (of which include wanda and pietro)
#snap chats#FORGIVE ME FOR THIS TRANSGRESSION I PROMISE TO BE BETTER I KNOW BETTER THAN THIS I SWEAAARRR#ik the ultimate verse is like. Top Five Darkest Places To Traverse BUT THERES SOME GOOD BITS FROM IT#like that famous quote of charles saying something along the lines of#'meeting another adult mutant was a greater feeling than falling in love' or something and#'even our wives knew how close we were/we would talk to each other for days' and all that#ALL OF WHICH CHARLES SAYS RIGHT BEFORE LEAVING GABY AND DAVID TO BE WITH ERIK#god i should read the ultimate comics in full shouldnt i. again forbidden places to traverse theres a lot of shit#we did get miles out of it tho ..... theres that ... and charles' squirrelflight-looking-ass cat#AND those quotes. we must never forget those quotes#gotta make a cherik bible at some point and put them shits there#on that note... if anyone does have the issues or where i should even start reading the ultimate comics... let a brother know ...
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wanted to redo kogas tattoos as a warm up and ended up spending the last remaining hours of this day agonizing over making it look coherent
so this is it i guess ;o;
#ganondoodles#zelda#tloz#loz#master kohga#yiga clan#botw#doodles#character design#i dont know why but those sheikah kind if design elements are so hard for me to mimik#i guess i gotta trace over some screenshots to get a better feel for it#but im gonna leave it at this point for a while#bc as much as i love koga#he is not relevant to any of my ongoing project#qnq
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When your psychic husband finds out he might have natural magical talent and your radioactive ass wants hugs-
I was gonna fully colour this piece when I realised that I've never actually fully coloured P'andor's deer centipede before so I chickened out :P lmao the composition is suffocating but I guess Ra'ad is also being suffocated so it fits heh-
#ra'ad#p'andor#andromeda 5#ben 10#fanart#mutants and magic#since this is pretty heavily tied into that specifically :P#i did a big oopsies in my drawing (i combined all the line layers into one and could barely comprehend where p'andor started and ra'ad ende#not to mention the angle of p'andor's vertebrae points in comparison to his ribcages#ghk i'm rusty drawing full p'andor :P#anyway come along andromeda 5 shippers come get some ra'ad x p'andor content pss pss pss#ra'ad is practicing the spell and overeagre touch-starved p'andor is testing it out#when ra'ad's more confident in it maybe p'andor can smother the others but right now he's being his own test subject#maybe he can figure out better spells but go easy on him he's like middle to late-middle aged and JUST discovered he's magic#give him some time- he's gotta figure out how to turn off constant mind reading and psychometry first
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#not dislike. its hate#it made me cry several times today#thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers#and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING#its so painful to think of it#today I broke down in the bus and cried#idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside#maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams#the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days#this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste#*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS#the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously#this breaks my heart#dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons#AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔
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